So it begins---
I finally picked-up my Lovenox prescription and began them 3 days ago. It's very strange how just having them makes me feel so different. No, the shot itself doesn't make me feel different--- but the thought that I'm taking them for preparation and hope for a new and healthy pregnancy. It's like somebody has opened the prison gate and now I'm not sure what to do or how to act. Freedom. Nobody is telling me NOT to get pregnant or to wait anymore. I'm free. It's really bitter sweet. I DO finally feel at peace with ALL of it. It remains in God's hands.
So, with each morning Lovenox injection, I say a quick prayer, look up, and SMILE.
With God's grace...Amen.
Hey! Love the blog. I am wishing you guys the best of luck with everything! I think you definitely have the right philosophy. You are in our thoughts!
ReplyDeletePraying for you two! I just love the hand and foot prints you have for little Boston. I wish I had Tatum's hands- they didn't offer and I didn't think about it until it was to late. What a treasure!
ReplyDeleteI am praying for you Chrissie. My husband and I have been trying for 18 months now with no success. I feel your pain and I pray that you and Jared will be blessed with a family.
ReplyDeleteI came back as far as I could to see where your journey began. WOW! I feel your pain with the Lovenox...I had to shoot myself up twice a day with those when I had a blood clot after my last delivery. Girl, your testimony is such an inspiration to everyone around you. "That's how the lost get found!" Keep telling your story and letting your light shine. Weird to think you can look back at this post just a few months ago and now you have your sweet miracle in your arms!
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